Ini semua ujian Allah !!

Innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun...
begitulah yang kite kene sebot bile kita ditimpa musibah..
betapa sedih bile relative kite meninggal dunia..
nenek blah ayah ak baru shj meninggal dunia pada 19.12.2008.
yatim piatu lah bapaku kini..
kasihan abh..
inilah ujian Allah kpd hamba2nye...
supaya kite lebih mengingati Dia dan supaya kite improve our life..
ingatlah ..
yang hidup PASTI mati..
jadi,
ingt lah mati selalu..
spt yg disarankan Nabi Muhammad S.A.W..
sahabt bertanya kepada baginda,
bagaimana hendak menghilangkn bintik2 hitam di hati,
maka Rasulullah bersabda,
bacalah Al-Quran dan ingatlah mati...


jam 1.40pg,19.12.2008
kedengaran telefon bapaku berdering2..
pelik sungguh perasaan pabila telefon berdering lewat mlm begini,
abh menjwb panggilan tersebut..
''Mak dah meninggal man''
ungkapan tersebut sgguh pedih sehingga berjurai air mata abhku..
adik beradikku dikejutkn dr lena dgn berita kematian nenekku..
suram..
itulah perkataan yg mudah utk menerangkan suasana ketika itu..
kami sekeluarga bersama2 mengucap innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun..
aku agk terkesima..
sbb smlm bru aje kami melawat nenek di hospital..
sakitnye tidak berat mana,
cume keletihan pulang dr kelantan,(rumah mak andak bru siap,nenek nak sgt tgk)
kaki nye bengkak..itupun dah surut bengkaknye..
dan demam sedikit..
biasela bg org tua demam2 bile jln jauh.
keletihan..
ptg semlm,
nenek kelihatan ok aje..
jd abh amik keputusan,
balik umah ajela..
lgpon jumaat abh keje...
tidak disangke2 mlm slps tibe dirumah,
mendapat khabar berita kematian nenekku..
kami memg sedih..
tp bersyukur kerana pemergiannye pada hri jumaat..
1.40pg...
sgguh baik jalan pemergian pulang ke rahmatullah nenekku..


jam 6.00 pg,19.12.2008,
ak terjaga dr lena,
ak bgun menunaikn solat subuh setelah usai mandi..
setelah berkemas2 pakaian semua,
kami sekeluarga bertolak ke kampung Port Dickson..
setibenye kami di sana,
ak teros mengangkat wuduk dan melihat sekujur tubuh nenekku kaku..
ramai relative dtg..
membaca yaasin.........
kemudian memandikan mayat nenekku..
dan memakaikn kain kapan kepada nenekku...
selepas itu,
semua saudara2 ku,
mencium nenekku utk kali terakhir..
(masih terbyg2 lg raut wajah nenekku,sgguh bersih..tidak pucat, bersinar2 wajahnye..seolah2 sedang tidur)
adik beradik abhku terlebih dahulu mencium arwah..
dr dahi , kedua belah pipi..
kemudian menantu (mkck2 dan pkckku)
kemudian cucu2 nenek..
dan..tibe giliran,
sebak..tapi tah ngape, ak tak nangis seperti saudara2 lain ku..
abhku berpesan kepada semua,
jaga air mata, jgn terkena mayat..
abhku tidak menangis..tabah abhku..(tp aku rase dia ade nangis seblum tuh)
pak ngah,pak syam,setelah mencium mayat,
terdengar suaranye menangis..
Ummiku turut menangis..
aku mula sebak..kutahan2..
sayup2 kedengaran suara menangis..
alhamdulillah, tiada yang meraung2..
cume menangis sedikit kerana sedih tak tertahan..
biarlah..mungkin itu menenangkan hati sedikit..


kemudian dalam 11 lebeyh,
kami semua bergerak ke kubur..
slepas jenazah di solatkn...
kubur sudh siap digali..
aku berdiri di tepi kubur..
kelihatan,
dalam liang lahad ada satu bahagian tinggi sedikit,
stu bahagian rendah sikit..
kata abah,
jenazah ak diletakkn mengiring di bahagian rendah tu..
ade bahagian tggi sedikit sebab senang nak mencondongkan papan yang digunekan untuk
menutup jenazah dari terhimpit dengan tanah..
jenazah tiba...
abhku, pak cu, dan khairul kazenku,
trus masuk ke liang lahad..
kemudian,
mengangkat jenazah utk dimasukkan ke liang lahad..
jenazah dibaring kan mengiring..
bahagian muka,dibuka sedikit...
panas terik tika itu..
tp ak tegar berdiri di tepi kubur utk melihat cara memasukkan jenazah ke dalam..
pilu...
tanah ditimbus ke dalam liang lahad..
talkin dibaca setelah usai menimbus..
mendengar talkin dibaca,
keinsafan mula menyelinap dalam diri...
memberi peringatan kepada manusia yg masih hidup utk mengingati mati..
zikrulmaut..
zikrulmaut..
la takrabuzzina..

aku sje berkongsi dgn rakan kisahku ini..
utk sme2 kite memperingati mati..
yang pergi akan pergi jua..
yang hidup,
akn teroskan perjuangan utk teros menambah amalan kepada Nya Yang Maha Esa...
begitulah kehidupan..
beristighfarlah kepada Allah..
semoga kite mendapat keampunan dariNya..

''Ya Allah,
tempatkanlah nenekku bersama org2 yang solehah''
amiinn..

rakan2,
sedekahkanlah fatihah kepada arwah, Ummi Kalsom..
Al-Fatihah.....

Takuya Kimura !!

Konnichiwa ~

yeah !
jus wanna read sumthng dat i like n l0ve ..
hahah!
da japanese actor n he's also a musician...
act he's da bes actor 2 me..
y0katta !!

i jus like to say,
he's ad0rable.
dye juge,
pndai uat mimik muke..cute !! OMG~
i n0e, dye da 30-an
but n0 one can stop me to l0ve him..
demo.......................(but in eng)
it's not bc0s his encem face only..
dye ini sgt pndai belakon,
n lakonan dye dlm drama series,
m0st of them,
is meaningful...
give me spirit and enthusiasm to success in my life...
0ne m0re thng..
japanese series or m0vies,
m0st of them is n0t only ab0ut l0ve (c0uple)
but..
it's ab0ut..
sesuatu yg menyuruh kite berusaha bersungguh!
try to l0ve people (family,frens n etc etc)

ganbatte olie ~!!

Smap - Hajimete No Chuu

Nemuranai yoru
Kimi no sei da yo
Saki wakareta wakaranai noni
Mimitabu ga for you
Moetairu for you
Yatta, Yatta wo woooo

Hajimete no chuu
Kimi to chuu
I will give you all my love
Naze ka yasashii kimochi ga
Ah, ippai

Hajimete no chuu
Kimi to chuu
I will give you all my love
Nami daka de child
Otoko no guuzen
Be in, love with you

Hajimete no chuu
Minna to chuu
I will give you all my love
Naze ka yasashii kimochi ga
Ah, ippai

Hajimete no chuu
Kimi to chuu
I will give you all my love
Nami daka de child
Otoko no guuzen
Be in, love with you

Nami daka de child
Otoko no guuzen
Be in, I love you.

Munajat Hamba ...title~

Actually it is a "sajak"
written by Cikgu Raouf..
he gave me this..
i would like to share wif u guys ..



Ya Allahu Ya Rabbi
Kepada-Mu kupohon ampun
Sirnakan dosa dan nodaku yang sedia terhimpun
Kepada-Mu jari-jemari semat kususun
Mengharapkan mahgfirah yang tinggi merumpun
Dari-Mu Rabbul 'Izzati Yang Maha Anggun

Ya Allah Ya Rahman
Sungguhku kerdil di hadapan-Mu
Tak tertolak dengan keagungan-Mu
Limpahan nikmat-Mu yang tidak jemu
Membuatkanku alpa dan kini termangu
Kini menyembah memohon Rahman dan Rahim-Mu

Ya Allahu Ya Rahim
Kukesal ibadahku tidak sempurna
Hendak kuganda rasa tak cukup masa
Hendak kutega tubuhku tak cukup sasa
Memandangkn kudratku ini yang semakin tua
Keuzuran sentiasa melanda setiap masa

Ya Allahu Ya Ghaffar
Kurniakanlah daku perasaan yakin
Agar ibadah yang kulaksana sebaik mungkin
Agar daku menjadi hamba yang muttaqin
Cita murniku bak air kali yang dingin
Di kala masa yang sedikit makin

Ya Allahu Ya Rabbi
Dari mula bersinarnya Hidayah
Kuperbanyakkan segala zikir dan ibadah
Tak kutinggalkan lagi hamparan sejadah
Kepada-Mu tanganku sentiasa menadah
Kepada-Mu jiwaku sentiasa berserah
Mengharapkan redha-Mu kupenuh pasrah
Daripada Zat-Mu yang termaktub gah

p/s :
aku sangat la tersentuh membaca sajak ini saat pertama kali..betapa aku insan kerdil dan hina yang penuh dosa...hayatilah sahabat2ku.. dalamilah maknanya...semoge menjadi pedoman kepada kite...ilalliqa'..wassalam

Learning the Law..currently reading...

by Glanville Williams.
i borrowed this book from my aunt, called ibu..
she is actually in a law track.
so, she introduce me to read this book since it is so interesting.

i love it..
bc0s it's actually for those who have decided to study law.
the author said in the book,
he have been told of some who have read the book before making the decision, and have been sufficiently attracted by the taste it has given them of legal studied to make up their minds to continue.

yeah ! it is true !
definitely..

for those who want to gain more knowledge about law,
buy this book !!
you will find more ..
o's0me !!

Law and Morality.......

I love to write on this topic..
law closely related with morality..
there are three relationship between law and morality..

Category 1 ..
Rules which are legal and immoral..
for eg : prostitution and gambling..
everybody n0es that this actions are immoral and wrong but there is no punishment will be imposed by law on those who are committed this actions.

one more in thing in this category is..
Rules which are legal but not connected to the concept of morality.
eg : rules relating to traffic offences.

Category 2 ..
Rules of moral but not legally enforceable.
there is no selected body set up by the state to ensure obedience. It's more to voluntary to do this followed by the people.
eg : give respect to elders, give salam etc etc.


Category 3 ..
Rules which are immoral and illegal.
eg : rape, incest, murder, rob...
It's considered and totally wrong against moral and at the same time they are illegal in the eyes of the law...there must be a sanction being imposed by the person for those who are committed the actions/crime.

There is no end to the adventures that we can have if only we seek them with our eyes open.

Jawaharlal Nehru

Introduction to law...~

salam to all readers..
everyb0dy will have their own ambition n dreams..
probably have it.
it jus same like me as human bein dat to have an ambition n many dreamss..
fortunately....n
actually i'm in love wif law.
but..
when i'm kids,
i always set in mind to be a d0c..
my m0m's dream..
i want to fullfil her dream..
but n0w, i c0uldnt...
bc0s i started to l0ve n to be a lawyer or insyaAllah a magistrate one day..
it's began when i realize that i c0uld speak well...
i mean, when i'm 14,
i j0in debate c0mpetition in my class (ust.ziyanti did 4 islamic studies)...
even it's look like a small c0mpetition,
but, no b0dy kn0ws dat i really excited t0 debate...
1st of all,
i'm pr0ud wif my frens dat c0uld speak well better than me,
n i just l0ve it..
l0ve l0ve l0ve it..
i enjoyed the debate c0mpetition..
after that,
i always thinking..
keep thinking dat am i sure to be a d0c..?
at that time, i still wanna be a d0c.
but when i'm 16,
i studied ab0ut bio, chem n physics
n i realize dat i really d0nt l0ve them...
i cant stand wif them anym0re n seri0usly,
sumtymes i hate it..( ak mls membaca fakta2 sc sebnanye..hahha)
it's not really interesting to me..
then, while ch0osing the best decision for me,
i met my c0unselin teacher, Pn. Tengku to advice me..
after answered all the test given (personality test, characteristic etc etc)
YES ! it's true that i'm suitable to be a lawyer............



let's c0nt wif the definition of law itself --->


What is law actually??

one of legal scholar, Benjamin Nathan Cardozo define the law as..
''Law is the principles or rules of c0nduct so established as to justify a prediction with reasonable certainly that it will be enforced by the courts if its authority is challenged''

other legal scholar , Hobbes define the law in a simple sentence that may be understand by people :
'' Law is the c0mmands of Him or Them that have coercive power''


actually there are many definiton of law by scholar,
but i can conclude that
''law is actually a system of rules or a set of rules enforceable by a state which the parliament, gov, king, Monarch or court has made it and everyone need to foll0w or otherwise they have to face sanction, punishment or penalty as c0nsequences of its breach...''


that's all for now..
i'll give more n more info in my writing later..
remember this...
''tuntutlah ilmu smpai ke negeri China''

18 dec 2008

my result is on dat day.
khamis !!
gile la..
nex week
cuakkkk !!
tat0t~
everyb0dy
wake up at nite
pray s0lat hajat 4me dear !!

argggghh~
speechless..
i did wat i need to do.
i study well ..maybe
hahahaXD

but...
the result??
i c0uldnt say anything
jus.............

NO COMMENT !!

raya haji ~

ALLAHUAKBAR ALLAH (4X)





yeah..
eid adha come back.
hehhehe
dis yr,
we celebrate it.
but seem didnt celebrate.,
c0z..
i didnt feel it..
my uncle n auntie n0t here 2gether.
as we n0e, s0uth area only 1 offday 4 de w0rkers.
s0............
it's n0t en0ugh time 4 them 2 go 2 my grandparent's house.
as they r quite far from de village,
hm........


2nd day,
we went to k.l
my grandparents' house t0o..
blah ummi ku..
only 3 fmly there.
pktm, pkngah n us...
quite hepi..
but all kerbau n lembu n kambing dah diqorbnkn..
s0, i miss 2 watch all qorban xtvty.
ay0dai ~

u n0e w0t..
i stil remember when i'm 7,
when eid adha,
my tooth also g0ne.
haha
suddenly..
unf0rtunately..
i cried alot,
c0z i'm *ciwek. *kuat nangis + x thn sakit even sikit..(i think la dat's de meanin)
hahah..XD

pe0ple out there,
enj0y urself when rye..
i mean,
pegi la melapah l0mbu2 tuh..
u can feel it..
especially 4 kids.
enj0y it..
when u r teens / dah tua,
u might n0t feel de same as u were y0ung.
percayalah !
i miss when i'm kids;
uwauwauwa !~



till then my luahan hti,,
hahahaXD
daaa~

i'm the best !!

heya..
hangout hangout...
on 6dec08..
dats frens.
at primary skol.
akma shadilla,left n me..
gather 2gather,
haha

we went to mid by ktm.
wif de ultimate aim 2 watch twilight.. !!
who0oaa..
we achieved our aim.
act, my aim..
agagaga~

twilight my fav ever after !!
de movie satisfied me..
make me feel dat i'm......BELLA
hahahaXD
yada yada..

''About 3 things I was absolutely positive,
1st, Edward was a vampire...
2nd, there was a part of him - and i didnt n0e how dominant
dat part might be - dat thirsted my blood.
and..
3rd, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love wif him !! ''
said olie.... ;)


i'm the best !!

sem break !
wot a complicated sem break..

i felt so b0red.
but somtymes i felt good..

i always sleep on my bed..
my weight also gain,..
dats n0t a big matter wif me..
hahahhaXD


i hangout wif frenss..
my bestie,
but still felt n0thin.

i had a hols tyme wif fmly..
it jst in k.l..
hahahahaXD
we only may did wot we always do..
kinda like.....bowling, m0vie, shopping...


act,
wot i need is..
go 2 a peaceful n of c0urse my fav place.

it's like a beach..
act a beach..
or waterfall..
or anyplace dat hv lot of water n angin sepoi2 matematik tambahan...(i pick from my sir raouf words)
n of c0urse it's n0t a sunway lag0on or wetworld etc etc...

hahaXD


i miss 2go there...
a beach...
an island !
o's0me !!


PD??
arghh
dat's my village.
b0red to go there.
somewhere like redang island..
wat a tremend0us mem0ry..
i've been there b4,
when i'm 16.
wif frens..
it's a great tyme !
even we didnt do much xtivity
but...
2me..
it's fullfil my dream..
n quite en0ugh jus 2go there n jus lookin at de island...
yeahhh !!


i'll go there again 1day..
wif my syg

ahhahaXD

stop here..
i'll c0nt to tell b0ut my college n UITM ~~